Skystone99

I haven't written a DA journal since I was 17 and now I'm 19???

So obviously I'm not on DA as much as I should be lmao but I'm at home taking care of my baby girl (who's actually a toddler now!!) and if I'm not at home being mommy-of-the-year, I'm at my new job
That's right. Ya girl got a job. Hells yeah.

Anyways, y'all can hmu in my notes to tell me what's up!
Love you guys 

Hey guys,

This is just a journal letting you all know that I am not dead yet, and that I'm sorry for not posting very much

I've been super busy with Nova (my bouncing baby girl!) and school (which f*cking sucks)
I'm super behind in a couple of my courses, and I have to have them done by the end of May (so... in 22 days )
I'm also behind in my writing class, as I have to illustrate a childrens book that I wrote, and I have to illustrate a poetry book I'm so sick of drawing!


ALSO, it's my birthday in 11 days, and I'm pretty excited.
I'm probably going to get a tattoo before going out for dinner with my cousin. Don't know of what yet though. I'll figure it out eventually. There's a place in town that does tattoo walk-ins Maybe a mermaid that I drew.... hm...

Anyways, 
I check my notifications daily, so note me if you need me!

Aces to spades,
Sayde

I am very bored oh geez so I'm doing a tag oh geez
--I am apparently a very bad person according to this--


[/ ] smoked 
[/] consumed alcohol 
[/ ] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex 
[/ ] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex 
[/ ] kissed someone of the same sex 
[/ ] kissed someone of the opposite sex 
[/ ] had someone in your room other than family 
[/ ] watched porn (When I'm trying to get boyfriends attention, I blast lesbian porn. His apartment has thin walls)
[ ] bought porn 
[ /] tried drugs 
TOTAL SO FAR: 9


[/ ] taken painkillers 
[ ] taken someone else's prescription medicine 
[/] lied to your parents 
[ /] lied to a friend 
[/ ] snuck out of the house
[ /] done something illegal
[/] felt hurt 
[/] hurt someone
[/ ] gotten into a fight (I was in MMA for two years, of course I've gotten into a fight) 
[/] wished someone to die 
[ ] seen someone die. 
TOTAL SO FAR: 18


[ /] missed curfew 
[ /] stayed out all night 
[/ ] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[/] been to a therapist (Still seeing her lmao)
[ ] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab 
[ /] dyed your hair 
[/] been in an accident (Car accident, and I was an accident B)
[ ] been to a club 
[ /] been to a bar (I didn't drink lmao)
TOTAL SO FAR: 25


[ /] been to a wild party. (I left when people starting doing lines of coke)
[ /] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night 
[ ] had a spring break in Florida
[/] sniffed anything 
[/] wore black nail polish
[ /] wore arm bands
[/ ] wore t-shirts with band names 
[/] listened to rap 
[/ ] owned a 50 Cent CD
TOTAL SO FAR: 33


[ /] dressed gothic 
[ /] dressed lolita 
[/] dressed girly 
[/ ] dressed punk 
[/ ] dressed grunge 
[/] stole something 
[ /] been too drunk to remember anything 
[ /] blacked out
[ /] fainted 
[ /] laughed at someones pain
[ /] had a crush on a neighbor 
TOTAL SO FAR: 44

[/ ] had a crush on a friend 
[/] been to a concert (And I'd go to more if Lucas would invite me when his band plays >_> )
[/ ] dry-humped someone 
[ /] been called a slut
[ /] called someone a slut 
[ ] installed speakers in your car 
[ /] broken a mirror 
[ /] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house 
[/] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush
TOTAL SO FAR: 52


[ ] considered Ludicrous your favorite rapper
[ ] seen an R-rated movie in theater
[ ] cruised on mail 
[/] skipped school 
[/ ] had surgery 
[/] had an injury 
[ ] gone to court 
[ /] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[/ ] caught something on fire
[ /] lied about your age 
TOTAL SO FAR: 58


[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house
[ /] broke the law in the police's presence
[/ ] made out with someone who had a gf/bf (In front of their boyfriend, lmao. Pinned them against the lockers at school after they asked me to kiss them, and started making out with them in front of their boyfriend B) )
[/ ] got in trouble with the police 
[/ ] talked to a stranger
[/ ] hugged a stranger 
[ /] licked a stranger 
[ /] been verbally harassed 
[/ ] been physically harassed
TOTAL SO FAR: 66

[ ] met face-to-face with someone you met online 
[/] stayed online for 5+ hours straight 
[/ ] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight 
[/ ] watched TV for 5 hours straight 
[/ ] been to a fair
[/ ] been called a bad influence 
[ ] drank and drove
[/ ] prank-called someone
[ /] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex 
[/] cheated on a test
TOTAL:  74                                                                                                                                                                      
GRAND: 74 holy shit I should be dead

If You Have Less Than 10...Write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10...Write [I'm average]
If You Have More Than 20...Write [I'm bad kid]
If You Have More Than 30...Write [I'm a bad influence]
If You Have More Than 40...Write [I'm a horrible person]
If You Have More Than 50...Write [I should be in jail]  
If you have More Than 60...Write [I should be shot]
If You Have More Than 70...Write [I should be dead]

Hey guys!

    Just a quick update on everything going on, I guess. 

    My finals are coming up in less than a month, and I'm starting to freak out a little. I have three exams to study for, and I don't even know where to start! I have English, Socials, and math... Social studies on its own is a HUGE fucking course to study for, oh shit.

    I finally found the charger for my camera, so eventually, I will be posting more photography! For now, what I post will probably be taken with my iPod camera, so I apologize for any shitty-quality photos.

    I've been working on writing and illustrating a childrens book for the last couple on months now, and I'm almost finished all of the illustrations! In fact, I will be working on them as soon as I finish typing out this journal entry. I still don't have a title for the story though

    My sister, , and I are going on an "adventure" (road-trip) on Wednesday, to visit our Grandma who lives a couple hours away. It'll be nice to see our gram, but I just hope to God that the car that we're going in has air conditioning and leg room ;-;

    Alright, I guess that's it for now! Ciao